kdg2, rasa berat kat hati ni.... bila menyedari diri kita tak diperlukan seperti mana org lain.... bila kita sedar we r not fun as others.... bila kita sedar hidup kita membosankan dan tidak berjaya utk memberi impak pada org lain....
hmmm... kita happy bersama org itu... but, org tu sebenarnya bosan dgn kita... kemudian ada org yg happy bersama dgn kita.. but kita pula larikan diri... haihhh..... putaran....
malas nak fikir2 lg... penat!
Saturday, October 8, 2011
been busy
been busy for the past few weeks... hehe... *aik, fulltime student pun busy ke?*
haha... yes i am... been busy running around here and there to settle up things for my family... helping my mom to buy the groceries... take her out for shopping... helping my brother to take things from here to there.... follow him for business trip *but i more like enjoying it as holiday*.... go to class.... try to meet up with friends... kemas rumah... kemas ini.. kemas itu.... driving here n there.... etc etc.... so, siapa kata student tak busy? haha....
i even belum ada masa utk betul2 duduk mengadap buku n understand apa yg sedang dipelajari sem ini.. haih.... but that is totally my fault... sbb bila habis kelas, sampai rumah terus tgk cerita korea n then terus tido... but i just can't help it sbb best la citer tu.... hee...
ok, now i'm talking nonsense... heee....
actually this post supposedly is created to remind myself that i need to prioritize things... since my trial exam is just around the corner, i need to put my studies above all.... the thing is, when am i going to start studying? haaa... that's the problem.... well.... this is not an easy paper and this is really freaking me out.... i never been so lost like this.. but hey, what's the point of freaking out? i just need to calm down n start working on it.. right?
great, when the positiveness is there, i can keep it moving.. so... if u have any negative aura, dont come near me... haha... kidding! come come, i will give u some of the positiveness... hehe...
btw, i know, since i'm soooo freaking busy for the past few weeks, i didn't contact most of my friends... here, i want to truly apologies for it.... =) i'm busy, everyone of us will come across a point where we r so busy that we cant even reply any msg.. right?
till then, may Allah give us strength to live the life... Amin... =)
haha... yes i am... been busy running around here and there to settle up things for my family... helping my mom to buy the groceries... take her out for shopping... helping my brother to take things from here to there.... follow him for business trip *but i more like enjoying it as holiday*.... go to class.... try to meet up with friends... kemas rumah... kemas ini.. kemas itu.... driving here n there.... etc etc.... so, siapa kata student tak busy? haha....
i even belum ada masa utk betul2 duduk mengadap buku n understand apa yg sedang dipelajari sem ini.. haih.... but that is totally my fault... sbb bila habis kelas, sampai rumah terus tgk cerita korea n then terus tido... but i just can't help it sbb best la citer tu.... hee...
ok, now i'm talking nonsense... heee....
actually this post supposedly is created to remind myself that i need to prioritize things... since my trial exam is just around the corner, i need to put my studies above all.... the thing is, when am i going to start studying? haaa... that's the problem.... well.... this is not an easy paper and this is really freaking me out.... i never been so lost like this.. but hey, what's the point of freaking out? i just need to calm down n start working on it.. right?
great, when the positiveness is there, i can keep it moving.. so... if u have any negative aura, dont come near me... haha... kidding! come come, i will give u some of the positiveness... hehe...
btw, i know, since i'm soooo freaking busy for the past few weeks, i didn't contact most of my friends... here, i want to truly apologies for it.... =) i'm busy, everyone of us will come across a point where we r so busy that we cant even reply any msg.. right?
till then, may Allah give us strength to live the life... Amin... =)
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Byk
Bila ada terlalu byk difikiran, i jadi more and more grumpy.. Ada je yg tak kene akan saya tinggikan suara.. And selepas tinggikan suara, i will always realized how bad it is and try to makes things right.. Hmm.. But kdg2, bila fikirkan balik, siapa suruh tangguhkan kerja, sbb tu la otak semak dgn benda2 tu.. If saya teruskan buat sesuatu n siapkan, i wont be too stress like now.. Haih!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)