tipu!

saya tak suka double standard~
kenapa?
saya benci lihat org baik dgn seseorang hanya sbb org tu membawa benefit...
but tak layan dah org tu bila dah tak perlukan org tu...

saya benci lihat org "kissing other people ass"..
saya benci org layan mcm taik...
saya benci semua tu...
tapi.. what can i do?
i cant stop the thing to happen...

what i can do? ignore it..
mungkin berbekas gak la kat hati org layan mcm tu..
but then... lantak la...
org yg buat tu tak layak berkawan dgn saya...

i'm the one who choose my friends...
so, hey.. take note..
u r not my friend, "ass kisser"!
end of story!

p/s: to those that behaving that way and reading this, plz think about it.. u shouldn't do that... just because i'm no body, and that fella is somebody... u can't treat me like that... i'm here, but u forget about me... but if that fella, u will always remember.. and keep in touch like that fella is your only friend... tipu gile!

=)

hari ni saya duduk kat lobby client.. tgh duduk2 tu...
baru perasan...
the same view, the same sofa, the same everthing...
but... ada perubahan...
its me... =)

saya duduk tempat yg sama saya duduk 4 bulan yg lepas... tapi...
perasaan saya tidak sama dgn saya yg duduk disitu 4 bulan lepas...

saya yg sekarang?
hey, rileks...
perubahan itu bagus...
jgn la fikir yg bukan2..
=)

saya cuba utk berubah utk jadi lebih baik...
perjalanan tidak akan jadi lebih mudah...
tapi, insyaAllah kita akan ada lebih kekuatan utk laluinya...

but yeah... bila kembali kat sesuatu tempat tu...
kita rasa lain.. walaupun.. sama... hmmm..
mcm mana tu?

argghh.. susahnya nak terangkan...
kdg2, kita cuba jadi positive, dan kita berjaya...
kdg2, sebaliknya yg berlaku...

but i always believe, we can do it if we put extra on what we should give..
but.. tu la...
kita kdg2 akan over used tenaga kita..

hmm.... =)

lupakan...

selamat berinternsip.. =)

bff

To my beloved best friends..

saya rindu sayang my best friends... =)

eat well, play well, work well..

do take care...

cause i really care and i love u all.. =)

Sincerely by:
Me and only me =)

for my bestfriend.. =)

You should know who u r.. =)

A true friend is someone who knows there's something wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face.

A true friend reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay.

You were the one who made things different, you were the one who took me in. You were the one thing I could count on, above all, you were my friend

In good times, in bad times I'll be on your side forever more, that's what friends are for

=(

sometimes.. rasa mcm nak buat semua benda.. nak jumpa semua org...
tapi.. apakah daya...

...

ok.. saya tak sesabar mana...
kdg2 saya akan hilang sabar...
maybe sbb saya penat...
saya penat melayan karenah org...
huhu...

saya penat bila org tak hargai saya..
saya penat bila org tak layan saya...
saya penat...
saya penat bila saya je yg berusaha...
but, saya sedar tu kawan2 saya..
so yeah.. takpelah... =)

work?

what does working life actually mean to me?

ok.. let me put it this way...
there r time where i'm looking foward for my work.. full of passion.. energy and etc..
but, there r time i feel that i'm tired.. not because of work, but the people...

but hey... its normal right?
i cant be positive all the time.. i have my own down time...
as in.. the time i have to give some space to my feelings..

working life is really an eye-opening journey..
now, i can see and understand more about the "real facts" of the life...
now i know, there r really a lot of attitude out there..
sometimes, we r the one to adapt into the environment.. because, hey, that is the way it is... takkan we expect the environment adapt with us.. duuuhhhh... hahaha...

but yes, in a way, i like to work.. why? because i can learn a lot of thing.. like A LOT... *ignore the facts that i had to talk to those hard-to-deal-with-client... hahaha... *
i like that facts that i can learn a lot... and hye.. there's a lot more to learn.. but i guess, i need to finish up my studies dulu la kan... so that i can really work and learn.. after all, i'm only an intern now... =)

have u ever felt like no one understand u?
like u want to scream and let everyone understand?

yeah yeah.. i know.. me too...

but then, what to do?

btw, i learnt that...
i dont need a lot of friends... i only need a very understanding one..
the one that will listen... as in.. really listen...

P.S: i dont like shopping anymore. i only looking foward for a talk with my friends... for me, that is more meaningful rather than spend the money.. only me get the benefits.. (oh, and the shop as well)..
So yeah, i like to spend time with my friends by sharing stories with them...

A good talk with a good friends with a good food is enough for me.. Alhamdulillah.. =)

weee... welcome!

sorry sbb dah lama buat blog ni as private.. now, its public again.. =)

to u..

bukan tak percaya.. tapi, tak berapa caya...

saya tak percaya secara keseluruhan...
tapi ada yg saya percaya...
maybe sbb saya terlalu sibuk fikirkan org yg tak fikirkan saya...
hinggakan saya terlupa nak fikir org yg fikir saya ni...
but to u.. yes, u...
saya percaya kamu... end of story...
jgn nak harap saya ckp benda ni..
sbb saya takkan ulang...(kalau nak ulang, baca entry ni)
sbb saya nye hati makin keras..
malas nak ckp.. kang sedih n emo...
=)