pernah?

tadi saya keluar dgn kawan saya...
kami mulakan dgn makan di suatu tempat...
berborak lama gile... yg lama gile okay!
kemudian kami tgk ramai org beratur nak makan kat situ.. so, kami pun bergerak keluar since kami dah abis makan...

kami jalan2... mencuba gadget2 baru.. ketawa berdua.. hahahha...
then later kami decide utk makan dessert di suatu tempat...
kenyang gile...
then fikir2, nak buat apa?
haaa...

decide to go somewhere else plak...
jalan2 again...
the thing is...
sometimes... we might go the road...
the same place...
but, it could be different...
cause it depends on our mood that time...
thus, it will change the perspective we look at that thing...

the thing is the same...
but now, we might have something else to say..
or.. dulu tak rasa nak ckp pape pasal benda tu..
but now... we realized about it..
and mula berfikir, nape dulu tak perasan benda tu?
hmm....
adakah kita berlalu selfish?

penah kamu nak fikirkan org lain masa kamu gembira?

rindu

saya rindu kawan saya..
siapa?
eii... sibuk nak tau.. hahahahha...

saya rindu mereka...

saya mahu mereka....

mereka yg tidak akan judge saya...
mereka yg tetap akan kawan dgn saya walaupun saya tak membawa manfaat...
mereka yg tetap terima saya seadanya...

saya rindu mereka...

mereka yg faham saya...

heee

saya benci org tu...
dia dah melampau...

tapi saya taknak benci org lama2..
tak elok ada kebencian dlm hati...
lama2, takde kebahagiaan...
tapi.. diam bukan bererti saya membenarkannya...

diam sbb saya malas nak jadi mcm org tu...

kalau saya ikut rentak dia..
saya dan dia tidak ada bezanya.. kan?
so, if saya tak suka dia buat mcm tu, takkan saya nak buat..
kang saya benci diri saya...

so... just nak ckp tak suka...
heee.....

do try

kenapa saya begini?
i had changed...
hmm... i had a great talk with one of my bff...
and when i'm trying to explain my changes, i realize a lot more about myself...

i'm soooo rational now..
i think a lot now.. like A LOT!
i will tell direct to the face of the person who hurt me because i dont want him/her to repeat it...
but i will ignore those people who hurt me, but, not important in my life...

i'm getting more serious....
i dont act like budak 5 tahun n gelak2 in public anymore...
but i will still laugh out loud.. *i really mean it when i say loud*..
but only with my bff...

i prefer hear the conversation rather than join the conversation...
*but hye,different sket if i'm with my bff*
i will talk a lot with them..

so yeah.. basically, i did changed... but, i'm still the same me when i'm with my bff..
betul tak?
heee..

changes is good... do try.. =)

tipu!

saya tak suka double standard~
kenapa?
saya benci lihat org baik dgn seseorang hanya sbb org tu membawa benefit...
but tak layan dah org tu bila dah tak perlukan org tu...

saya benci lihat org "kissing other people ass"..
saya benci org layan mcm taik...
saya benci semua tu...
tapi.. what can i do?
i cant stop the thing to happen...

what i can do? ignore it..
mungkin berbekas gak la kat hati org layan mcm tu..
but then... lantak la...
org yg buat tu tak layak berkawan dgn saya...

i'm the one who choose my friends...
so, hey.. take note..
u r not my friend, "ass kisser"!
end of story!

p/s: to those that behaving that way and reading this, plz think about it.. u shouldn't do that... just because i'm no body, and that fella is somebody... u can't treat me like that... i'm here, but u forget about me... but if that fella, u will always remember.. and keep in touch like that fella is your only friend... tipu gile!

=)

hari ni saya duduk kat lobby client.. tgh duduk2 tu...
baru perasan...
the same view, the same sofa, the same everthing...
but... ada perubahan...
its me... =)

saya duduk tempat yg sama saya duduk 4 bulan yg lepas... tapi...
perasaan saya tidak sama dgn saya yg duduk disitu 4 bulan lepas...

saya yg sekarang?
hey, rileks...
perubahan itu bagus...
jgn la fikir yg bukan2..
=)

saya cuba utk berubah utk jadi lebih baik...
perjalanan tidak akan jadi lebih mudah...
tapi, insyaAllah kita akan ada lebih kekuatan utk laluinya...

but yeah... bila kembali kat sesuatu tempat tu...
kita rasa lain.. walaupun.. sama... hmmm..
mcm mana tu?

argghh.. susahnya nak terangkan...
kdg2, kita cuba jadi positive, dan kita berjaya...
kdg2, sebaliknya yg berlaku...

but i always believe, we can do it if we put extra on what we should give..
but.. tu la...
kita kdg2 akan over used tenaga kita..

hmm.... =)

lupakan...

selamat berinternsip.. =)

bff

To my beloved best friends..

saya rindu sayang my best friends... =)

eat well, play well, work well..

do take care...

cause i really care and i love u all.. =)

Sincerely by:
Me and only me =)

for my bestfriend.. =)

You should know who u r.. =)

A true friend is someone who knows there's something wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face.

A true friend reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay.

You were the one who made things different, you were the one who took me in. You were the one thing I could count on, above all, you were my friend

In good times, in bad times I'll be on your side forever more, that's what friends are for

=(

sometimes.. rasa mcm nak buat semua benda.. nak jumpa semua org...
tapi.. apakah daya...

...

ok.. saya tak sesabar mana...
kdg2 saya akan hilang sabar...
maybe sbb saya penat...
saya penat melayan karenah org...
huhu...

saya penat bila org tak hargai saya..
saya penat bila org tak layan saya...
saya penat...
saya penat bila saya je yg berusaha...
but, saya sedar tu kawan2 saya..
so yeah.. takpelah... =)