7 mei 2009

It's about time to let go.. I always say that i wanna to let go..
But i never let all of it go...
I still keep something inside my heart..

It's too hard for me to do it..
I can't do it.. I just can't..

But.. This is the time.. I really must decide for my future.. Let go of everything... This time for real..

And yes.. I have a lot of time to heal my heart..

Yes.. I can... It's hurt.. But.. I must do it...

It's hard to hang on the past... It's really hard.. It's hard to pretend that I'm OK...

a friend of mine told me once that somebody said that "jgn ditambah garam pada hati yg luka". That is right...

Actually,i dont really have any sad memories on that..

But it's about me.. I don't wanna let go.. Therefore... The memories keeps hunting me back and i'm hurting myself..

I'm killing myself slowly... It's me... It's me that too hard to let go... The feeling is TOO STRONG... but.. It's about time... This is the time to let go..

=10.00pm 7 MEI 2009=
p/s: entry ditulis ketika kebosanan membaca MGT...