Sunday, February 28, 2010

please stay with me..

i wanted to talk.. that's all...

i'm trying to ignore the thing that messing with my soul.. messing with my heart..

But,every little conversation with my friends,really helped me..i wont talk about the thing that bother me.. but,i will talk about those little and insignificant things.. so,please stay with me...

but hey.. please stay with me.. i'm happy coz i wanted to believe i am.. so.. to those that i had took your time and talk about those insignificant thing,i'm sorry.. and thank you.. maybe u guys dont realize.. but that actually helped me a lot... really!

Someone told me,i'm just a denial person.. as in.. i'm trying to ignore the fact.. but hey.. that's not the way it works.. but,yeah.. i wont talk to u guys about it.. but i'm aware of every single thing in my life.. it just that i dont feel like sharing 100% with anyone.. that's all..

I can say that i'm actually a person that think a lot.. as in A LOT... so.. yeah.. sometimes i can be anxious about a very simple thing.. sometimes i worry too much.. but,that's me.. just stay with me.. just a little bit longer..

I know that sometimes,i wanted to give up.. but hey,plz dont look down at me.. that's me.. i feels like giving up,but i will try my best to stay on track.. i might says that i'm gonna give up.. but,i never will.. so please,stay with me...

i also realized that sometimes,i'm a very reserve person.. i wont share everything in my mind,but hey.. please stay with me.. not that i dont trust u.. but,this is me.. sometimes,there are things that i prefer it to be unspoken.. so,please stay with me..

And yes,when i had make up my mind,i'm sorry... i can be a very firm person.. but please.. stay with me...

Sometimes,i can also be very very very SENSITIVE.. but,hey.. please stay with me.. sometimes,when i feel that u guys understand me,i will start to hope that u guys wont say certain things... but,after a while.. i will be ok... me myself will feel bad by my own because of my sensitiveness,so,i will be okay later.. so.. please.. stay with me...

sorry because typing this note.. maybe this is not important for u guys... but please.. stay with me..

Lastly, thank you each and everyone of you.. u know who u r.. =)

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