fine

ok.. this is not right... totally not right...
tak suka bila nak buat post randomly utk perasaan sendiri, ada yg terasa...
tak suka bila saya buat post utk bg seseorang faham, dia tak faham plak...
arrggghhhh...

ok, u r asking whether my post is regarding u... kan?
fine... u want one... i give u.... this is want i feel...

i appreciate your existence.. really... saya boleh berkongsi cerita bila saya mahu... but, there will be time i just dont feel like talking.... why? for a few of reasons... antaranya... kdg2 mmg tak rasa nak ckp... kdg2, sbb kang if share, u will takutkan lg saya dgn comment2... or... ada masa, anda akan terasa.... haih..... soooooo.... plz la... when u do that, i feel like want to run away.... hmmm....

saya tau la nak hargai org guna cara saya.... if i want to tell u, i will tell u... malah, slalunya, even if saya diam pun, akhir2 nanti, i will tell u... so... dont push me la.... nak care about me? good.... i appreciates it.... i like people care about me.... but, jgnla sampai make me takley buat pape... or, jgnla nak risau melebihi saya risaukan diri saya...

arrgghhh... i dont like to think about it.... come on.... care about me is good, dont be over sensitive with me.... takkan la i can't write randomly what i feel.. takkan la semua yg i feel is regarding u? u make me feel hard for me to let out what i feel sbb everytime i want to write something, i need to think, "eh, kang dia igt post ni pasal dia plak..." or "ala, nanti dia fikir bukan2"

argghh... u got what i mean? dont do that... let me let out what i feel.... if u reallt want to ask, then, tanya la, r u ok? i'm here if u want to share anything.... haaa... see.... klu mcm tu, saya takkan stress.... faham?

sgt susah nak menulis utk buat diri sendiri bila saya terlalu kene fikir apa effect setiap post pada anda... dont do that...