wont hurt to change

i know the person yg saya paling selalu ckp ialah diri sendiri....
like seriously la kan...

haih.. ada masanya... i was just way too rude.... or mudah sgt marah.... masa tu la diri akan mula berkata2 dlm hati....

"nape kau ckp mcm tu nur? i know kau takley bunyi bising while tgk berita, but, people is talking with u... how could u..."
"hmm.. tu la... nur tak patut tetiba masamkan muka or perli mcm tu... oh.... ;( "

so, i will quickly justify it... and mintak maaf if tu buatkan org terasa...

yes... saya mengaku saya ada masanya cepat melenting lg2 sesuatu yg melibatkan bunyi bising... but, i will always try to change that...

it wont hurt to change to be a better person... kan? =)

session

saya nak jadi positive setiap hari....
how?
bila rasa mcm nak down, i will tell myself benda2 utk bangkitkan semula semangat...
bila rasa ada yg tak kene, i will try to remember the happy things....
things like that....

but, yes... ada hari2 yg i just can't...
hmmm....
i will break down and just let everything to take over me...
i will be sad for the whole night...
i will stress out thinking about this and that....

BUT...

that's all...
after a session of that...
the next morning, i will wake up with a new happy mood...
=)

the things is, sometimes, i'm too hard on myself.... i want everything to be perfect... what is perfect? maybe the standard is way too high for me to reach.... but when it come to some one else, i always motivate them to go easy with theirself... haih.. tu la... easy say than done... heee....

ok.. but, that's it... today my happy mood day... everything insyaAllah will be ok...

=)

care about u

haha... nasihat org.. jgn buat org, nanti akan kene batang hidung sendiri... =)

org suka kat kita, kita tolak....

nanti bila kita suka kat org, kita la plak kene tolak....

faham?

=)

actually this post patutnya nak jadi emo semacam...
but while trying to write it, my cat is looking at me and just refuse to sleep... auwww... so sweet of her...

so ya... i can see that no use for me to be sad over a small matter... i still have a lot other happy things to think of... so, why must i over focus on that one? am i right?

=)

when u r sad, look around... someone out there care about u...

=)

not the same

bila kali terakhir saya rasa ok? ouh... hari tu... heee...

i know i will be ok...

cuma nanti mula la kan rasa mcm teringat2 hal lalu...

heee....

my life is much easier when u r only my friend... 

and yes, i will choose for that to be the same....

sbb back then, i can just talk to u without thinking too much...

haih... now?

everything is not the same anymore...

hmmm...