session

saya nak jadi positive setiap hari....
how?
bila rasa mcm nak down, i will tell myself benda2 utk bangkitkan semula semangat...
bila rasa ada yg tak kene, i will try to remember the happy things....
things like that....

but, yes... ada hari2 yg i just can't...
hmmm....
i will break down and just let everything to take over me...
i will be sad for the whole night...
i will stress out thinking about this and that....

BUT...

that's all...
after a session of that...
the next morning, i will wake up with a new happy mood...
=)

the things is, sometimes, i'm too hard on myself.... i want everything to be perfect... what is perfect? maybe the standard is way too high for me to reach.... but when it come to some one else, i always motivate them to go easy with theirself... haih.. tu la... easy say than done... heee....

ok.. but, that's it... today my happy mood day... everything insyaAllah will be ok...

=)