Why

So hard when i try to decide on something small, i make a big deal of it.. Heee.. Ok, put it this way, i'm just someone who loves to plan what i should be doing in advance.. Even if i'm out, usually i will plan my road n destination.. But this is partly because i'm sucks in remembering roads and i will end up to somewhere else.. Huhu.. I can even lost if i use GPS.. Haih, it think it is due to because i get annoyed easily by the voice that keep on recalculating the route and ask me to turn right or left.. And because i dont trust the device as it keep on giving me the route that are far than it should be.. Hmmm..

Eh, my point is, i always plan in advance what i should do.. I dont want to miss ou any important factors.. And yes, that is actually not a pleasant act.. Lol.. Can u imagine how stress i am when everything i planned for is not on track? Heee.. So yeah, i try to be more spontaneous and it actually work except of the part im still always lost while driving.. Hee.. And guess what, i actually enjoy organizing my schedule.. I feels more alive when i have a schedule to follow.. Now that i think about it, i think i'm such a boring person.. Lol! Heee...

Btw, why is it when we grow older, we change? I dont like to do the things i used to love and i enjoy do something i used to hate.. Haih.. Trying to understand every single thing is hard..