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wah... dah lama rasanya tak menulis.... why? been busy preparing for my exam... and how its over for now... =)

been writing a lot but save kat ipod je n tak publish.... setiap kali down, i will write...setiap kali happy akan tulis... =)

but, i wont publish it now since itu dah lepas... hee....

ada org rindu entry from me tak? weeee... harap2 ada... hehe... but if takde pun takpe sbb i just write utk diri sendiri... =)

exam kali ni mengajar saya mcm2.... ok, before ni masa diploma n degree, ada la kesukaran ketika belajar... but i can still be okay sbb ada ramai kawan2.... but now, its a professional paper and i do it by myself.... yeah, so the tense was there when i go to class alone and come back at night... the feeling of loneliness when lecturer bg break 5 minit but i dont have anyone to talk to.... the feeling of loneliness bila ada soalan tp taktau nak tanya kawan mana... hmmm... yes, it was tough for me.... i miss my friends badly..... like serious... my studymates... but, all i can do was to just pretend like everything is okay.. and hey... guess what, it does really seems to be okay... dah lama2 akan terbiasa n dah tak kisah..... and after that, Allah SWT mmg sygkan saya... i got a friend in my finance class.... dia mcm seorang kakak yg always ask me whether i'm ok... she's even called me right after exam to know whether i'm alright... and bila lepas habis exam another paper, dia msg n tanya juga... =) Alhamdulillah... bila rasa sunyi dulu, i found a friend.... alhamdulillah....

hmm... ckp pasal exam... one of the paper that i took, i just know i wont make it this sem and gonna repeat it.. i'm so down and i told my brother n mother about it.... now i'm ok... yes, in term of studies, its been awhile that i really feel the disappointment... and now... i will face it... i will face it... when we r falling hard to the ground, we must always prepare to bounce back... =)

so, benda dah berlalu akan teruskan berlalu.... now lets talk about those happy things...

oh.... my best friend is going to UK soon! gonna miss her badly.... =( i wish all the very best to her.... last time kitorang berkumpul ramai2, that was really a sweet memory that i wont forget.... forever... hope to spend time mcm tu again.... =)

oh, i have a lot to do... like a lot...and i have a lot of friends that i need to meet... semua kene tunda since i'm busy with my exam last time... heeee.... now, i dont remember the last time i just spend my day read a good book... heeee..... i'm so thankful to Allah for this.... =) yes, we need to work hard, and this is my rest time.... =)

ops, i need to go out now, gonna write more soon...

=)

i'm in a positive mood...