hati sgt sakit.. sampai nak nangis.. apa? tgk aku keras,takley nangis ke?
again.. hati aku sgt sakit...
ini tidak adil...
bukan salah aku...
nape aku yg kene tanggung??
aku mmg tak puas hati... serius....
(sbb sedang dihasut syaitan,yer la.. syaitan kan suka tgk org marah2)..
aku sedih sbb aku tak dpt mencuba... but then...
bila aku fikir secara waras... tanpa hasutan syaitan...
mungkin tuhan belum nak bg aku mencuba...
mungkin jika aku cuba,aku akan gagal..
dan tuhan tau aku susah nak terima kegagalan...
dan.. sbb tu tuhan tentukan jadi mcm tu...
ok.. ketika entry ni nak diakhiri,api dlm hati dah mula reda... wink wink..
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
it doesn't matter
It doesn't matter what other people think about me. What’s matter is which one I think is the right one. Because only I that recognise myself. So, those that have bad thought about me, u can scram! Haha..
It doesn’t matter because u doesn’t know me well enough. And I don’t want millions of friends if all of them is like u, I prefer have only a few, but know me well. Btw,fyi, if that thought is from them, I will accept it better because they have the right since they are close enough with me. So, please look up your face in mirror, u are not my true friend!
Hahaha… sebenarnya takde la marah sgt.. but,saje nak ckp..
Btw, utk shaza,thanks! Hehe… anda telah membantu saya dgn membuat saya happy.. ahaha… and keep it as a secret k? hehe.. shhhh… hehe…
It doesn’t matter because u doesn’t know me well enough. And I don’t want millions of friends if all of them is like u, I prefer have only a few, but know me well. Btw,fyi, if that thought is from them, I will accept it better because they have the right since they are close enough with me. So, please look up your face in mirror, u are not my true friend!
Hahaha… sebenarnya takde la marah sgt.. but,saje nak ckp..
Btw, utk shaza,thanks! Hehe… anda telah membantu saya dgn membuat saya happy.. ahaha… and keep it as a secret k? hehe.. shhhh… hehe…
jerebu,kereta,parking
jerebu!!!
omg.. and cheras akan teruk terjejas...
huk huk...
satu lg alasan utk nur dok dlm rumah je.. ahahha...
btw,stop pembakaran terbuka! and...
tadi dgr berita...
kat lembah klang je ada 3 juta kereta..
asap kereta juga menyebabkan jerabu tau..
sbb sekarang hot!
that's why lembah klang teruk berjejas..
agak2 bukak sem nanti,shah alam akan terjejas tak?
yer la... budak uitm ramai bwk kete....
sampai tak cukup parking.. ahahha...
omg.. and cheras akan teruk terjejas...
huk huk...
satu lg alasan utk nur dok dlm rumah je.. ahahha...
btw,stop pembakaran terbuka! and...
tadi dgr berita...
kat lembah klang je ada 3 juta kereta..
asap kereta juga menyebabkan jerabu tau..
sbb sekarang hot!
that's why lembah klang teruk berjejas..
agak2 bukak sem nanti,shah alam akan terjejas tak?
yer la... budak uitm ramai bwk kete....
sampai tak cukup parking.. ahahha...
alhamdulillah..
yes.. aku bersyukur... alhamdulillah.. thank God...!
bila kite jatuh,kite bangun.. usaha...
akhirnya.. jika ada rezeki...
kite akan dpt kejayaan...
alhamdulillah!
bila kite jatuh,kite bangun.. usaha...
akhirnya.. jika ada rezeki...
kite akan dpt kejayaan...
alhamdulillah!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
a big NO NO
another kuiz yg ku amat setuju!
Are you ready to be in a relationship?
Are you ready to be in a relationship?
>> Heart say NO : Its not your time... you have a long way to go. By being in a relationship you are only hurting yourself and the damaging the other person. Take a step back and prioritize your life. You cant be with someone right now because you still have so much to learn about life. Being in a relationship because your afraid to be alone is not healthy. Please take this time and start over. Be strong for yourself. Give a little more, learn to enjoy your free time. Be thankful for the things already in your life and let go of the things that are out of your control. Your a good person... have faith. There is someone out there waiting for you to be ready. :)
el nino
korang perasan tak skang panas?
panas yg melampau...
panas yg nak kuar rumah pun malas...
then semalam aku dgr berita...
huhu....
El Nino melanda...
dijangka berakhir pada september..
omg! a long way to go..
btw, El Nino, an ABNORMAL WARMING of surface ocean waters in the eastern tropical Pacific.
so.. kepada sesiapa yg suka buat pembakaran terbuka,tlg la berhenti ek...
sayangi planet ini..
ahaha...
panas yg melampau...
panas yg nak kuar rumah pun malas...
then semalam aku dgr berita...
huhu....
El Nino melanda...
dijangka berakhir pada september..
omg! a long way to go..
btw, El Nino, an ABNORMAL WARMING of surface ocean waters in the eastern tropical Pacific.
so.. kepada sesiapa yg suka buat pembakaran terbuka,tlg la berhenti ek...
sayangi planet ini..
ahaha...
Monday, June 8, 2009
facebook?
haha... just nak drop by entry about beberapa kuiz aku buat kat facebook yg aku rasakan jawapan dia menarik(sebenarnya aku tgh bosan taktau nak tulis apa)... antaranya...
1. who are you in you're group??
NERD: You are the smart or "nerdy" one in your group. You unlike many enjoy school and like to learn.
>> ahaha.. aku dah agak dah.. even my friends in my group ckp nur nerd.. ahaha.. masih teringat time aku ckp tentang something... which is mmg agak nerd sbb aku bgtau tentang aku tau nama seseorang bla bla bla.. ahaha.. then kawan aku buat muka terkejut and ckp... "wah.. nur..... bbaaaaagggguuusssnnyyyeeeee..." sambil menekan kat "bagusnya".. ahaha.. then aku kenal kan kawan2 aku.. so aku tanyalah... kau nak ckp aku nerd,kan? ahahha.. then dia ckp yes.. ahaha... but dia takut aku terasa,so,dia ckp la bagusnya.. ahaha.. but then.. aku mmg nerd.. dari sekolah kot.. aku jadi pengawas.. so,aku jenis yg ikut peraturan.. even kat uitm, aku mcm tu.. dlm group kitorang,aku je yg masih pakai kad matrik pergi kelas.. ahaha... i guess aku mmg nerd.. dlm kelas,aku jenis yg dgr lecture.. walaupun aku mengantuk,aku akan pura2 dgr gak,but aku takkan buat nakal la.. hehe.. dah la duduk depan.. omg,aku mmg nerd.. but then.. aku tak kisah.. ahaha...
2. What type of person is your match?
NERDY:Your perfect match is a nerd and you should be thankful
>> omg! bukan aku tak thankful.. but then.. cukuplah aku ialah nerd,takkan akan dpt yg nerdy plak? ahahha... nasib baik cuma kuiz.. but then.. if dpt budak nerd gak,takpe lah.. jgn la terlalu nerd.. aku nerd gak,but bukanlah yg tak kuar rumah langsung... cukuplah yg nerd secukup rasa.. ahaha.. but then,aku belum pernah jumpa lelaki nerd.. ahaha...
3. What kind of girl are you?
THE INNOCENT ONE:The quiet, outspoken one. Often the peace keeper. You tend to be the one that people turn to for help. To guys you're the cute one, to girls you're the best friend ...
>> haha... aku innocent? tak bley blah... agak2 ada kawan2 aku yg tergelak tak klu baca? aku suka tlg org,but taktau la adakah org mmg akan dtg cari aku.. hehe...
4. What kind of boy should you be with?
BESTFRIEND BOY: You need a bestfriend boy. It sounds very boring, but it's really not. This could turn into the most passionate relationship ever! You need someone that is just fun to be around, without all the mushy gushy stuff all the time. You want to be able to be yourself around a guy, and just hangout like you do with your friends. You also probably value being able to have a conversation that has to do with more than how much you "miss" or "love" eachother. If you have a bestfriend that's a guy, don't be afraid to DATE HIM! He could turn out to be the perfect guy for you. And if you don't have a guy bestfriend already, then find one! If you meet a guy you might be interested in, see if you can just be friends before you climb into the relationship.
>> omg again! this is so not true! ahaha.. aku ada kawan baik.. yes,and dia lelaki.. ni kalau dia baca,confirm dia gelak n perli aku... a big NO NO.. aku tak rasa hubungan aku n kawan baik lelaki aku tu akan ke tahap yg lain.. a big NO NO.. but,in future... maybe if aku nak ada pasangan,org tu mmg perlu jadi kawan baik aku dulu... yg aku akan selesa.. but again.. bukan my current bestfriend yg lelaki tu ek... hehe...
5. What kind of person were you in high shcool?
SHY BIRD:You were a person who was great fun to be around once you warmed up to someone. Attractive but not one to go up and talk to people you didn't know. Others saw you as nice but quiet. Those who knew the real you couldn't wait to spend time with you!
>> nasib baik tak kuar aku nerd lagi.. ahaha....
1. who are you in you're group??
NERD: You are the smart or "nerdy" one in your group. You unlike many enjoy school and like to learn.
>> ahaha.. aku dah agak dah.. even my friends in my group ckp nur nerd.. ahaha.. masih teringat time aku ckp tentang something... which is mmg agak nerd sbb aku bgtau tentang aku tau nama seseorang bla bla bla.. ahaha.. then kawan aku buat muka terkejut and ckp... "wah.. nur..... bbaaaaagggguuusssnnyyyeeeee..." sambil menekan kat "bagusnya".. ahaha.. then aku kenal kan kawan2 aku.. so aku tanyalah... kau nak ckp aku nerd,kan? ahahha.. then dia ckp yes.. ahaha... but dia takut aku terasa,so,dia ckp la bagusnya.. ahaha.. but then.. aku mmg nerd.. dari sekolah kot.. aku jadi pengawas.. so,aku jenis yg ikut peraturan.. even kat uitm, aku mcm tu.. dlm group kitorang,aku je yg masih pakai kad matrik pergi kelas.. ahaha... i guess aku mmg nerd.. dlm kelas,aku jenis yg dgr lecture.. walaupun aku mengantuk,aku akan pura2 dgr gak,but aku takkan buat nakal la.. hehe.. dah la duduk depan.. omg,aku mmg nerd.. but then.. aku tak kisah.. ahaha...
2. What type of person is your match?
NERDY:Your perfect match is a nerd and you should be thankful
>> omg! bukan aku tak thankful.. but then.. cukuplah aku ialah nerd,takkan akan dpt yg nerdy plak? ahahha... nasib baik cuma kuiz.. but then.. if dpt budak nerd gak,takpe lah.. jgn la terlalu nerd.. aku nerd gak,but bukanlah yg tak kuar rumah langsung... cukuplah yg nerd secukup rasa.. ahaha.. but then,aku belum pernah jumpa lelaki nerd.. ahaha...
3. What kind of girl are you?
THE INNOCENT ONE:The quiet, outspoken one. Often the peace keeper. You tend to be the one that people turn to for help. To guys you're the cute one, to girls you're the best friend ...
>> haha... aku innocent? tak bley blah... agak2 ada kawan2 aku yg tergelak tak klu baca? aku suka tlg org,but taktau la adakah org mmg akan dtg cari aku.. hehe...
4. What kind of boy should you be with?
BESTFRIEND BOY: You need a bestfriend boy. It sounds very boring, but it's really not. This could turn into the most passionate relationship ever! You need someone that is just fun to be around, without all the mushy gushy stuff all the time. You want to be able to be yourself around a guy, and just hangout like you do with your friends. You also probably value being able to have a conversation that has to do with more than how much you "miss" or "love" eachother. If you have a bestfriend that's a guy, don't be afraid to DATE HIM! He could turn out to be the perfect guy for you. And if you don't have a guy bestfriend already, then find one! If you meet a guy you might be interested in, see if you can just be friends before you climb into the relationship.
>> omg again! this is so not true! ahaha.. aku ada kawan baik.. yes,and dia lelaki.. ni kalau dia baca,confirm dia gelak n perli aku... a big NO NO.. aku tak rasa hubungan aku n kawan baik lelaki aku tu akan ke tahap yg lain.. a big NO NO.. but,in future... maybe if aku nak ada pasangan,org tu mmg perlu jadi kawan baik aku dulu... yg aku akan selesa.. but again.. bukan my current bestfriend yg lelaki tu ek... hehe...
5. What kind of person were you in high shcool?
SHY BIRD:You were a person who was great fun to be around once you warmed up to someone. Attractive but not one to go up and talk to people you didn't know. Others saw you as nice but quiet. Those who knew the real you couldn't wait to spend time with you!
>> nasib baik tak kuar aku nerd lagi.. ahaha....
fikir fikirkan..
bosan.. so saje nak tulis benda yg aku terfikir a long time ago.. (takdela lama sgt.. saje exaggerate)
there is time bila aku dlm kereta,and aku tgk luar where aku tgk org bertungkus lumus kerja.. yes.. mereka mungkin kerja jual ikan,angkat sampah, but, aku masih boleh lihat muka2 mereka yg happy berborak dgn kawan.. or muka2 yg bertungkus lumus sbb nak bawa balik wang mungkin utk sekolahkan anak mereka.. atau membawa balik makanan... apakah yg mereka fikirkan? pernahkah kite fikirkan? mereka tak kisah membuat kerja2 yg berbau asalkan mendapat rezeki yg halal.. mereka tak kisah bergelumang dgn kerja di pasar.. kerja yg meletihkan.. berbau.. tapi tidaklah memberikan hasil yg lumayan.. tapi.. di mana erti perkataan lumayan? jika mereka,mungkin kerja itu dah cukup lumayan bg mereka.. mungkin rm1000 sebulan itu lumayan... tapi.. bagaimana dgn org lain? yg anggapkan gaji kurang rm2000 itu pun tak cukup?
well.. itulah sosio ekonomi.. tafsiran wang itu juga lain... mungkin utk org yg berpendapatan rendah,cara hidup mereka berlainan tentunya dgn org yg berpendapatan tinggi... aku hormat walau siapa pun.. aku tak kisah apa kerja mereka..
kdg2,aku terfikir... bila aku nampak org tua yg berkerja.. tetap bekerja mengangkat benda2 berat or buat keje apa2 la,aku terfikir... patutkah mereka kerja? dimanakah anak mereka? but then.. kenapa org2 tua itu masih bekerja adalah disebabkan pelbagai sbb.. mungkin mereka tiada anak.. mungkin anak mereka tidak mahu menjaga mereka.. mungkin anak mereka juga tidak mampu membiayai mereka.. mungkin mereka mmg sudah biasa bekerja,so,mereka bosan jika kene duduk diam je... atau mungkin dgn bekerja begitu,mereka gembira.. mungkin itu cara mereka menghilangkan kesunyian mereka.. and mungkin mereka tinggal sebatang kara di dunia ni.. pelbagai sebab,kan?
kdg2,kite perlu isi minda kite dgn berfikir tentang org sekeliling mereka.. sbb bukan hanya kite yg tinggal di dunia ini.. bukan org yg berwang sahaja berhak duduk di dunia ini.. cubalah anda fikirkan.. tanpa org2 yg menjual di pasar,tanpa org yg mencuci pasar,tanpa org yg mengangkut sampah,tanpa org yg membuat kerja2 itu,dapat ke kite hidup di dunia ini dgn selesa? tidak,kan? so,why not.. jika kite berurus niaga dgn mereka... jika kite ternampak mereka,kite memberi ucapan terima kasih or senyuman.. kerana mereka juga manusia,dan,setiap manusia berhak mendapat layanan yg sama rata,kan?
till next entry.. bubye!
there is time bila aku dlm kereta,and aku tgk luar where aku tgk org bertungkus lumus kerja.. yes.. mereka mungkin kerja jual ikan,angkat sampah, but, aku masih boleh lihat muka2 mereka yg happy berborak dgn kawan.. or muka2 yg bertungkus lumus sbb nak bawa balik wang mungkin utk sekolahkan anak mereka.. atau membawa balik makanan... apakah yg mereka fikirkan? pernahkah kite fikirkan? mereka tak kisah membuat kerja2 yg berbau asalkan mendapat rezeki yg halal.. mereka tak kisah bergelumang dgn kerja di pasar.. kerja yg meletihkan.. berbau.. tapi tidaklah memberikan hasil yg lumayan.. tapi.. di mana erti perkataan lumayan? jika mereka,mungkin kerja itu dah cukup lumayan bg mereka.. mungkin rm1000 sebulan itu lumayan... tapi.. bagaimana dgn org lain? yg anggapkan gaji kurang rm2000 itu pun tak cukup?
well.. itulah sosio ekonomi.. tafsiran wang itu juga lain... mungkin utk org yg berpendapatan rendah,cara hidup mereka berlainan tentunya dgn org yg berpendapatan tinggi... aku hormat walau siapa pun.. aku tak kisah apa kerja mereka..
kdg2,aku terfikir... bila aku nampak org tua yg berkerja.. tetap bekerja mengangkat benda2 berat or buat keje apa2 la,aku terfikir... patutkah mereka kerja? dimanakah anak mereka? but then.. kenapa org2 tua itu masih bekerja adalah disebabkan pelbagai sbb.. mungkin mereka tiada anak.. mungkin anak mereka tidak mahu menjaga mereka.. mungkin anak mereka juga tidak mampu membiayai mereka.. mungkin mereka mmg sudah biasa bekerja,so,mereka bosan jika kene duduk diam je... atau mungkin dgn bekerja begitu,mereka gembira.. mungkin itu cara mereka menghilangkan kesunyian mereka.. and mungkin mereka tinggal sebatang kara di dunia ni.. pelbagai sebab,kan?
kdg2,kite perlu isi minda kite dgn berfikir tentang org sekeliling mereka.. sbb bukan hanya kite yg tinggal di dunia ini.. bukan org yg berwang sahaja berhak duduk di dunia ini.. cubalah anda fikirkan.. tanpa org2 yg menjual di pasar,tanpa org yg mencuci pasar,tanpa org yg mengangkut sampah,tanpa org yg membuat kerja2 itu,dapat ke kite hidup di dunia ini dgn selesa? tidak,kan? so,why not.. jika kite berurus niaga dgn mereka... jika kite ternampak mereka,kite memberi ucapan terima kasih or senyuman.. kerana mereka juga manusia,dan,setiap manusia berhak mendapat layanan yg sama rata,kan?
till next entry.. bubye!
Monday, June 1, 2009
back to back..
hari ni 30 mei.. acara pagi dimulakan dgn menghadirkan diri kat uitm utk one day play sbb aku jadi volunteer.. pagi2 aku dah sampai.. so,memandangkan aku sampai before kul 7,aku pergi rumah jay dulu.. then aku bertolak ke seroja dgn jay.. hadirkn diri.. aku pun cuba la tlg mana yg mampu.. kami tunggu kedatangan peserta.. lama gak la utk tunggu ramai dtg... yg best tu... setiap batch disuruh pakai satu warna utk senang dikenali.. utk budak part 1,mereka pakai warna hitam.. then part 2 pakai warna merah.. part 3 pakai warna hijau and part 4 pakai warna biru.. kesian la kat budak part 4 sbb malam before tu mereka ada dinner..
so,mostly tak dtg due to kepenatan la i guess... anyway.. the event berlangsung dgn lancar... and yg best tu.. aku ditugaskan dgn kerja yg memerlukan aku duduk kat bawah khemah.. ahaha... i love it beb... lg2 guna calculator.. hehe... overall.. aku like the event... i never meet budak2 puncak perdana... so... at least i'm not that kera sumbang lg... even aku tak berckp dgn mereka.. but i dah igt sket2 mereka.. ahhaa.... improvement k....
so,mostly tak dtg due to kepenatan la i guess... anyway.. the event berlangsung dgn lancar... and yg best tu.. aku ditugaskan dgn kerja yg memerlukan aku duduk kat bawah khemah.. ahaha... i love it beb... lg2 guna calculator.. hehe... overall.. aku like the event... i never meet budak2 puncak perdana... so... at least i'm not that kera sumbang lg... even aku tak berckp dgn mereka.. but i dah igt sket2 mereka.. ahhaa.... improvement k....
and... guess what...? memandangkan budak part 4 perempuan dtg tak ramai.. kami yg mainkan tarik tali.. aahahaha... akhirnya i do something more selain mengira2 markah.. the tarik tali is fun even we lose... ahaha...
later... the event ended succesfully.. and budak part 2 menang the overall event.. we all kemas2 the padang... then later my brother pick me up... i terlepas peluang nak bergambar ramai2.. ahahah... rugi2... pic yg ada ni ialah after perasmian.. jadilah.. ahaha..
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ok.. sambung entry.. aku pergi rumah anis terus malam tu... tak igt kul pa.. lepak jap rumah anis.. then family anis ajak keluar makan.. thanks anis! hehe... but kul 10 lebih aku bertolak balik penang.. kesian abg wan dah menanti.. hehe...
sampai penang dlm kul 12.. hehe.. the next day which is hari ahad,kami berjalan2 sekitar penang... yey! hehe.. but yg kelakar.. drive sampai bukit bendera.. but tak naik... hehe... then jalan2 lagi... ohye... part paling takley caya... aku tak pergi makan pasembuq!!! serius...! but takpe.. insyaAllah.. nanti boleh pergi lg.. ahaha...
then kami balik kl.... sampai kul 10 malam kami sampai kl... penat..
then... acara seterusnya.. jeng jeng jeng...
konvo abg am!! hehe.... sidang pagi plak tu... mengantuk aku dlm kete.. ahaahaha.. neway,tahniah buat abg am...! hehe.. lepas ni master plak ek? hehe... tahniah sbb grad dgn ANC and 1st class degree..! tahniah again! hehe..
ok.. tu je aktiviti aku akhir2 ni... continue nanti.. nak berehat sebentar.. ahahha..
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