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what i really want now?

i dont know...

but i know one thing...

not everything we want, we will get it...

and not everyone that we need, will be there..

kdg2, susah rasanya nak lepaskan sesuatu yg kita sgt mahukan...

yg sgt2 mahukan....

and kemudian pretend like u never wanted it in the first place...

but, come on...

jadi rational...

do u really think we can get everything?

in the positive way,

i try to think it this way...

maybe.... i can't get that thing...

and, later....

rupanya ada a bad thing happen...

that's why ada hikmahnya i didnt get the thing...

come on babe!

ckp senang la....

tido malam asyik fikir...

bila ada masa sorang2.. fikir lg...

but then... what to do? this is life!!

i know another thing...

as i said before...

my life is not a fairytale...

there is no happily ever after....

its more like...

suffer. happy. suffer. suffer. suffer. happy.

and the list will continue...

that's the real life huh?

but to cheer myself...

yoo! in few months time, i'm going for my graduation... InsyaAllah...

hmm...

but why... deep inside...

i know despite that i happy... there's something.. i'm not happy...

no no...

bukan saya tak bersyukur...

but, there's a secret side of me...

something...

hmmm...

whatever....

kdg2, kita kene belajar lipat perasaan tak bahagia tu... simpan in the deepest place that we can't reach...

then, that is when we can appreciate what we have... =)

so, enough with the graduation thing....

move on...

i'm devastated sbb ticket bruno mars yg maxis promotion dah habis...

lol... apa ni....

entry atas mcm org matang...

suddenly devastated sbb bruno mars?

tak matang ok!

haha...

ok ok.. enough with it... =)