enough?

ok.. this is it..

i'm officially in the dilemma...

tiba2, taktau what's the best for me..

yeah.. i know...

we never know pun...

but the thing is...

i don't know what's the plan to keep on walking...

or maybe running?

it can be climbing as well am i right?

hmm... what else to say?

what else to write?

the last fews months...

i know what i want...

i know what i should do...

i know what i love...

and i know what i don't..

but suddenly, again...

with the blink of eyes....

i changed...

ok ok...

of course because of the variable changed too....

and some part that are not a variable is a variable now!

u know what i mean?

this is when, things that we never ever think it will cause a problem,

suddenly is a huge problem..

added to our existing problems...

oh God, how am i going to make a decision now?

between what i want, what i should do and what's the best?

23! its a big number... i'm going to be 23 real soon... (ok, not that soon... few months lg)

the big number come with a big responsibilities..

am i right?

ok... put it this way...

what do u feel if suddenly u learn that,

u r not that important.. ?

or... when the person that u given so much chances, just can't change...

what i should actually do?

have u ever wonder, why i dont believe in love?

have u ever wonder, i had given so much chance to u but u r still the same u?

have u ever wonder, if i ever get hurt with your attitude?

or have u ever wonder, to actually change?

hmmm...

ni yg tak suka ni...

i don't like to write about love...

painful enough for me...