24/7

so... here's how it started...

i'm watching television just now...

then suddenly, i realized i'm all alone...

so, and nothing interest me in any channels...

so... switch off the television and went up to my room...

once i'm here... everything change....

all i wanted to do is think... think... think......

so...

i end up remembering all the pain...

but hey, the pain never go away....

i only hide it in my room...

so when i'm all alone...

the pain will directly appear in front of me...

not that i'm running away from my problems...

but, i'm trying to put a line between my personal problem and my life...

i can't imagine me holding on the problem 24/7...

i will end up being someone that is totally so not me...

i will not laugh out loud....

hmmm...

i end up posting several post in one night...

this is better than me mourning in my bed doing nothing...