my wish list v2

updated version!!

1. bruno mars concert ticket on 10 april @pwtc ------> i dont give a shit anymore.. i can have my own concert in my bedroom..

2. to have my friends (shadah, kila, zarul n awien) to attend my convocation coz i know my abg am wont be attending it since dia kat uk.. so, hoping for my friends to come and make me more happy.. -------> i changed my mind... something came up... so, cancel....

3. baju kurung utk convo! i want yg i choose my self... maybe red... or purple *wink wink* ------> i don't give a shit either... whatever....

4. new handbag *that i choose myself* haha... ------> hell ya i still want a new handbag... belum dpt.. hehe...

5. i want someone to teach me how to make up... just a simple one... *sbb tak penah suka benda2 mcm tu... compact powder is the only one i'm using* -----> nothing to write... booooooooooo to myself... hahahha...

6. oh oh.. rindu... lama tak pi makan kat chilis! nyummehhhh.... ------> later....

7. nak jam baru... * pretty plssssss* ------> DONE... oh yehh!

8. nak perfume vanila, preferably princess by vera wang... *pretty plssssssss* ------> .......

9. kasut baru and flip flop baru *i need to choose it myself yehhh* ------> ya ya.. dah jumpa yg minat... but nanti la... tunggu sponsor.. hahaha...

10. something that i really want but too shy to write it here... but it cost me about RM 900 *saje tulis sbb nak remind myself about it* ------> what is it again??? hahahaha...

11. new purse *but not really eager to have a new one as my existing still ok* ------> gedikk.... pakai jeee apa yg ada...

12. one day fun time with my friends... *hang out, eat, and something fun and adventurous! * -----> insyaAllah gonna meet them time convo... =)

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13. i want to disappear... dont ask me why... hmmm....

14. i wish i can make up my mind regarding a lot of things... hmmmm....

15. Ya Allah, u showed me the true colour of some of my friends... can u keep me far away from them? i'm hurting... i am hurting... deeply... truly... plz... Amin...

16. i wish i can wash away all the pain in my heart... i can't feel it anymore...

17. do take care of my precious friends... especially SHNID... they might not read this... but God, plz... take care of them... it doesn't matter whether they know how i feel... most importantly, God, You know how i feel...

18. i cant help but ask u again, wash away my pain in my heart... it hurts badly...

19. now... i realized that i dont really need any fancy stuff... but, all i wanted are those money can't buy...

enough for now...