saya tak perfect

who decide what we should do?

ourself?

friends?

family?

gf?

bf?

enemy??

come on...

penat la nak please semua org...

like for example....

if we r not ready yet to do something,

then, its ok...

but, dont do it for the sake of our not-so-called-friends...

mmg diorang sgt annoying sbb asyik tanya bila kita nak mula buat....

or... diorang will give that look...

what look?

those budak-ni-malas-dan-sgt-tak-capable-to-do-things look...

well, biar la...

tu yg kita ckp.. kan?

but actually,kita terkene gak tempias tu and mula la rasa tension...

and we will end up starting doing it walaupun tak ready...

why? kdg2... kita tak mampu nak ignore setiap kata2 org...

dlm byk2 serangan... ada yg tetap memberi kesan...

then akibatnya?

we r stressing ourself sbbkan.. NOTHING!

hmmm...

i know i mcm tu...

kdg2, sbb i want to biarkan org stop giving me that look,

i will force myself...

hmmm...

why?

bukan sbb lemah...

sbb kita boleh bertahan...

but... sbb eventually, hati kita ni...

dia bukan kebal...

eventually, dia akan terasa...

dia akan tension...

kdg2...

we can't ignore everything...

coz, there r things yg giving us impact...

without us realizing it or not...

without our consent...

bila fikir2...

kita hidup kat dunia ni bukan sorang2...

kdg2, kita akan tend utk dgr apa kata org...

hmm..

but, jgn slalu...

like me... i will just ignore it...

but eventually, i will complaint about it to my best friends...

pung pang pung pang ckp...

then, i will get over it...

but, if lepas 100 kali kau kutuk aku, aku bengang la gak.. hahahah

well people..

kita mengaku...

kdg2, kita buat salah...

and kdg2, org buat salah kat kita...

and i know...

dulu saya org yg tak suka ckp apa yg saya rasa...

then.... ada org asyik ckp, "kau biarkan org pijak kepala kau... kene tegas suarakan apa yg kau rasa...."

then... when saya berani bersuara...

hinggakan ramai yg tau perangai saya mcm mana...

if ada yg tak kene, i will talk to that person....

then again, ada suara2 yg ckp...

"kau ni tegas la nur..."

what the?

come on.... nak jadi org yg mcm mana?

so... instead of puaskan hati org...

saya buat taktau...

ada benda2 yg boleh bg kesan.. ada yg tak...

saya tak ckp saya perfect...

saya slalu je buat silap...

saya ada je buat kawan marah...

but one thing....

saya tak penah berubah satu benda..

setegas mana saya...

tanya kawan2 saya...

i'm type of person yg tegas, but, in the end, utk redakan keadaan, saya tak penah malu utk mintak maaf atas kesilapan saya....