u know... this is not easy... there was this one time... i'm badly injured by a man... why? sbb, ntah... sbb bodoh kot.. haha... sbb terlalu bodoh and pi suka lelaki tu betul2... but, in the end, sakit je... hmmm... so, i took a loooooooooooong time to recover... i really mean it bila i ckp a long time...
it took me more than 5 years... lepas 4-5 thn tu, i found someone... yg i igtkan... dpt membantu... membantu utk hilangkan rasa sakit tu... and hell ya, i bukan senang2 nak bukak hati... but, finally, i did... but i guess, i was wrong again... after a couple of years... yes, a couple of years.. bukan months... (hey, how old am i? hahaha...) the pain... bertambah... guess what? tiba2....
yes.. tiba2.... luka lama dtg kembali... so, berdarah kembali.... and then... the existing one... add on it... so, u know.... it hurts badly!! but, saya tetap kagum dgn diri saya... i still kuat... i will only falling into pieces when i'm alone... bila ada org... i'm the most happiest people alive... hmmm...
and guess what... now.... luka lama tu dah ok... but, the newest tu... sakit...still sakit....
but, what to do? life must go on... i cuba jadi mcm biasa.... forgiveness might help... but, i wont forget about it...
why? because i said so...
and sebenarnya...
lg sakit bila... the only place i can write what i feel and becoming me, kat situ la ada suara2 yg ckp... "ntah pape la... sedih tak tentu pasal..."
well, suara2 itu... ini pasal saya... sibuk pehal?
=)
6 comments:
Dont bother about them. this is ur place. u own this place. u can do write what u want, u can post whatever u want, semuanya skali. Pedulikan suara2 yang tidak membawa apa2 faedah. Since we're in this together. lets just hope for the best and be strong ok
exactly...! lgpun, if tak suka, takyah baca.. kan? =)
br je tgk cte Because I said so smlm ... haha ... ok, lari dari topic ...
kuatkan diri Nur ... sy yakin awk kuat !!!
yana! haha... thanks dear... btw, how was your acams nye card? dah dpt blum?
eh sama lak tajuk
Ya Allah daus... haah la... baru perasan... bila daus ckp, nur terus bukak your blog and have a look... hehe... sorryyyy tersama plak... serious tak perasan...
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