can i?

this is hard... kan? 
we can't be sure of everything...
yet, i want to ensure i can plan everything...


this is hard,kan?
i don't want to burden anyone...
yet, that is exactly what i'm doing...


this is hard,kan?
if i felted so hard, 
yet, that person will fell more harder than me..


this is hard,kan?
i just want to be ok...
yet, the decision is not in my hand...


this is hard,kan?
i can't any decision...


i want to cry  be strong...
i need to try...
can i?