think really hard

ada masa i just need to sit back and think back about everything...
i can plan something, but, it will change time by time...

up to a point where i can't figure out what to do...

everything is not in the place...

all i want to do is to do what i want...
without having to worry something that is not my responsibility...
but that's not my call...

i need to figure out what i should do....
plan everything...
think about pros and cons of everything...

plus, i don't want to keep on burden people...
enough is enough...
i need to decide...
what's the best....
not what i want....

coz if u ask me what i want,
its rather obvious...
i just want a simple life where i can study without worrying about anything....
but again...
that's not my call....

i need to think about it....
think really hard about it...
yes...
thank you...