a very long post

finally i'm here...
writing this entry after almost a month i never on my laptop...
all this while, i will just make a quick update using ipod as i'm busy with my examination etc etc...

but now...
i'm free from any exam now.. (actually it had been almost 2 weeks)
yey.... but, i never stop thinking about my studies... i keep on planing about the subjects that i should choose for next semester.. yes... since i'm sitting for professional examination, i can choose which subject to take each semester and i can choose myself i want to complete it within how many semester...

but, the thing is... i have 5 subjects to be completed and i took 2 subjects last semester and that leave me with 3... but this is provided if i pass the 2 papers... u got what i mean?

so, i decided to take 2 more this semester and see how it goes... i know i'm a lil bit behind as compared to my fellow friends.. but, i dont mind... i just love to do things my way... =) plus, someone told me, "it's ok for u to finish late if u have your own planning... "

so yes... i dont mind... =)

u know.. it is not easy for me to choose my own path... it is not easy to do something that not everyone is doing... i know, everyone have their difficulties.. so am i... no one can be sure that what i choose to be in is easy... i might choose a less challenging path, but, i have my own reason... i have my other problem that maybe u guys r not aware of... whatever decision i made, i will always take into consideration the people that might get affected by it... some people will say i over think, but, screw u... u r not in my position... i respected u, plus, i supported u... can u please do the same towards me?

ok... enough with this serious education thingy...

what r u guys been doing for this holiday?

mostly i spend my time playing games and watch tv... and plus my brother is back in malaysia for his holiday.. so, i'm "shadowing" him... haha... i will just follow him to any mall and eat good food... he will treat me, that's the best part.. haha...

but if he decided to spend time with his friends, i will just sit back at home n watch tv as i dont have any transportation to go out... because all this while, when my brother is in uk for his phd, i'm using his car to go around.. haha...

u know.. i'm glad to have my two big brothers... both of them really do take care of me even if they don't show it directly... as u know, i am a person that really loves to talk... so, i will talk and talk with my brothers but usually they will only respond with one short sentence... hahaha... like whatever... but i know they care... heee....

eh... i was supposed to write something interesting but i end up writing this.. haha...

oh... i just got this one magazine... i was so excited to get this magazine because in this issue, they will print out the name of ACAMS graduates... since i passed the exam few months back, so, i'm so excited...

when i saw the magazine in my mail box, i open it and shouted to my mom and brother.. haha... as esah said in her post, i'm so proud of myself too... =)

so, to my fellow ACAMS friends, congratulation! we made it... =)

ok.. enough with that..

what should i do now?

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gonna write more in next post.. got to go... =)